lots of questions in my head

January 27, 2012 | Posted by momo

a lot of people especially ones who are educated or also those who’re making money a lot or those who’re beautiful think that they know the world and they know everything or prolly that the world keeps revolving around them .. but the reality isn’t like that .. everyone has a life of their own and own perspective … and somehow strangely everyone is different despite how they were brought up or how they got treated or others expectation from them… the basic theory of everyone should be that ‘you are born alone and you’ll die alone’ .. so you have to be able to live alone alone too .. never expect anyone from anyone .. what ever you do for others don’t count at all .. the world is cruel … you love someone and then you keep thinkin abt her all the time .. waiting for her to call you, waiting for the time you’ll be needed by her, you do whatever she tells you to do .. and one day she asks you to jump off the cliff coz you’re makin it hard for her to live her life .. coz you can’t let her go and she doesn’t want you in her life … you know it and you cant do shit about it … what is this ? if you’re so in love then why even think for a second? just go and jump and kill yourself if that makes her happy … but you can’t … and now you think that prolly she’s not the right one for you .. prolly all the time she was just using you and messing around with you .. your mind says one thing but your heart can’t stop beating for you .. whenever you think of her, it feels cold inside .. that chilly feeling in your heart !!! what is it ?? cant it just stop now ? isn’t it enough already ?? what more is left to be seen ?? what more is left to be taken away from me when even my life has been taken away ?? :’(